...And this is...meh.
As usual, my personal stressors were, again, stressing me out. I think I am starting to get used to being stressed. Now I just cry for literally a second everyday. No tears; though. The only way I am able to escape it is to draw.
So my opinion of this is pretty low. If you look at it really really far away, it looks good. But this lotus is just messy. I don't hate it, but I don't like it either.